YO hows every one... as in for those who WILL read my blog..haha..

i guess everyone is busy with their own stuffs and to the extend that we really have lost touch with our love ones or at least i though  she/he was .... but still there are others there for mi .....still ones my love one will always be my love one...

Are we really that busy with our own stuff and cannot spend time with our fends?family?

hiaz..

okie...was in camp for the past few months...i mean stayin in mah... loser... i really know how to appreciate my sat n sundays now...  very vaulable to mi la.. so those who are not in NS now better value all ur time....

I really think i not a good son... cause when i boook out i spend my time with my fends rather den my family... always take them for granted... but i believe that in a place in my small heart they occupide a huge space in it... if dun believe it den... hmmm... oh... time to go... got camp tomo...den after my celebratin in camp...will be my long{wed} long{thur} long{fri} long{sat} long{sun} hoildays... ahhaha...

See u all soon.. if u have been readin faithfully ... thanks... if not.... hmmm.... okie... see u all soon... byebeye

Drifting.....g..g....g 

Hey friends... dun worry.. today i shall not talk much abt my moooncakes... but just to change some information.. is $36 per box and..if i get for u all...haha..lesser den $30 leh...hmmm..okie...anything just ask mi..

Just came back from CGH and got a 2 days mc... dunno y when go in to army den i gettin weaker ... when i was workin in starbucks, i hardly even get sick and to see the doc was only for skippin lessons..opss...haha..i think army is a virus to make pple get sick..haha..

later and tomo will be a borin day for mi cause i still have to use my com to learn the lessons taught in camp today...sian rit..hiaz..dunno who will bring porrige to mi ..hehe...

okie..actually all of the above was just a startin...now the real thing starts....

hmmm..normally i believe that after u break with a person or when a relationship end, there is not point thinkin abt a patch or any reason to be back together because i believe is not hard to say break if u really love that person from the beginin and if u really happen to break or so no point gettin back together..maybe u can say u all were to small at that time?u all needed a break?studies? if u all are really inlove den will all this matter? y be together den break den be back together?maybe u all have though out wad was the real problem in ur relatioship..but can u promise such things will not happen again?if there is the 1st time...a 2nd time?..

wei ...Mr heng...after readin ur blog i know that u need someone to be there when u need her, need someone to listen to u,but r u sure is her that u need?i mean didn't the last incident make u wake up n reflect on wad u should do next? if she really love u and so,how could she do such a thing to hurt u n made u suffer that way?from my point i think she did not care abt u?wad the fuck did u do to suffer?i mean how can there be a story but told in 2 different ways to 2 different pple?But from a bro ,i will respect ur choic and support u  in wad ever ur choice is like wad happen in the past.. but i just wan to let u know that before u wan to make the choice, at least think wad is the best for u.. cause in the end is u goin to be with her/him..haha..not mi...pls dun do anything that will hurt ur self again....

 

DaXiong aka Drift

Hi to all my dearest friend,

its the time of the year where we need to so some soul searchin n to gather our love ones to share the joy of mooncake festival..but..dun forget that we need mooncakes because we"starbucks" are seelin mooncakes AGAIN...but sad to say i'm no longer in starbucks to help them sell the yue bing..dun worry..i will not pester u all to buy from starbucks YET cause i have not tried of it yet.. but be prepared once i have tried....hahaha....my friends will know wad to do la..buy one or two boxers can le....but if u think u not my friend den buy that amount....if u are my true blue friend......1..10..100...hiaz.. see how much our friendship la... one box only $35.. but can talk la... haha... tell u all more in a few weeks..SO.. now u all can prepare to save the money... WE ARE ALL FRIENDS.....

 

Drift

I dunno y m i feelin this.. maybe tooo sentivite.. but how come i dun have this kind of feelins in the past? actually i never had this kind of feelins before.. wad happen to me? y did she have to appear in my life?hiaz.... i  tryin so hard to forget her because i makes mi sad to see her with someone else.. it makes mi sad to not being able to talk to her much.. it..it.. hiaz... 

hmmm.. when xuheng keep tellin me he feels bored or so..i always say i understand him but acutally in real, i did not feel the boredness he was goin through...i will did not feel it cause i have not experience it.. alot of times when pple say they understand u, they are bluffin cause things that u experience will not be xperience by them but till they are really in the situation they will feel fot it..

loneless is something not many of us really like it at least i nv like it..last week was total lonelyness n sadness for mi...was posted to new unit den posted to a new course but when in the new course, was den transfered out to another course.. so many things happen so fast at a pace that i never like but lan lan have to follow..all alone in the course(no close friend).. i know that i have to adepte fast.. but i need some time...

xuheng... when ever i see u i just have to remember about our past time.. hangin out till dammm late, havin fun like it was the last day of the world..doin stupid things.. i cannot stop thinkin abt these things when i see u.. even seein ur name or anything to do with u, i just have to recall the past... its good but i can never go on...but to think think think..the msg u send, sayin that i nv tell u things.. how much can i really tell u face to face..not sayin that we dun really have the time.. but i just dunno how to put across to u like last time when we just say wad we wan...

Starbucks/xuheng/bros/sis.... when ever in camp. when havin time to slack or to do nothing, i have to think abt pass those good n bad times we had...for mi.. everything was good cause we spent the time together... that matters  the most..i may not look very emo n soft on the out side but i dunno when ever i m alone.. these emo calls are being showed out.. something i may not just tell u face to face..

hiaz.. i think i just have to move on with the changes that are comin ahead.. THERE  ARE LOTS OF CHANGES IN LIFE.. ITS NOT THE CHANGE WE HAVE TO CHANGE, ITS HOW WE ADAPTE TO THE CHANGE N BE CHANGE...

i really wish that all could come to a end....

Drift10

Dun really understand wad are my brothers thinkin or doin... maybe we have grown up n goin to walk or spend time together is a waste of time for them...can't we go back to the old times where we can really spend time like no body business and do stupid things...hiaz... must we let things go den we start to realise that we need then or we miss them?

every one is like that one when they lose things,den they will start to miss or find them back.. i know that that is a trend but y we cannot break out from the buble n do something different and cherise the people that are around beforr they are gone.. maybe i been too sensitive but i m also this kind of person.. but i have tried my very best to cherise all my fends .. to the extend that i hardly talk to my parents and talk to my brother(real one)....i spend more time with my fends/bro/sis den my family members.. i believe that i spendin more time with my fends because i have not been catchin up with them but now come to realise ii have not spend enough time with my parents also...how can i plese 2 world at one time... or even more... Bros...Siss..Starbucks....army bunkers...friends...i really wan to spend time with these people so i have tried  very hard to please them... but in the end someone will be the hurt one...who? let it be mi...

hopefull things will be better...

Drift10

Wah...wad a mornin..just ended my game of mj... goin to sentosa later at 9...very exicted cause very long nv go le... but quite sad because CT ,KW N IZ say may not be able to go..

I know that i have no gf now so dun know wad is it like to be tight down n spend annversary all that... but this outin was plan damm fuckin long ago.. if u really rememvber ur annversay.. can tell earlier lor.. u know that if u tell mi from the start i will nv force u to join us..but now i have to call u den u tell mi.. wad the F N C...u also knoow i dun really like this kind of crap lor...anyway...Fark...

Sch  Sch... i also been to sch la... got event all that also dunno how to tell before hand... 1st say can den say cannot... ur things not plan one ar? will the trip was plan one lor... another sat wasted....FarK..

Nit cyclin... u can tell mi that... all of programmes den dun make promise la... u were 1st one who wanted to go..den tell mi u willl be tired and try to make it.. wads the point...i dun need ur person to be there just to fill the train or the bus ride leh... plan so long ago den now say this kind of crap....Fark

U all not in Ns leh... aaron n mi know that Sat n Sun is fuckin importan to us n we have to plan proper timing lor... not very easy to plan things if u all dun wan to coorprate... fark la.. u all have 7free days but we only have 2 civilian days... u sat important to urs.. but us? we just sit at home to wait n wait n wait la...u all cannot plan and help us ar?not tryin to say Ns big deal..but it is..we cannot waste our few hours of civillian  waiting of doin nothing... Fark la..anyway u all dun understand ..its okie.. u all can decide wad u all wann do..

 

Drift10

Morning....let mi talk abt 13 of Jun 1st...POP loh...

my 13Jun marks a very special day for mi cause i have earn my rights to be called private and not recurit anymore..hahah...the nit before my grad parade was a very happenin n fun nit in the bunk..most of my bunk mates did not go for my Oc evenin but instead we had our party in our own bunk...it was the 1st time we could bring food into the company so as Egals warriors, we bought farkin lots of food la...haha..den we eat eat and still eat....after that we den did out parade preparation..haha..lights off was at 0000 but we fark care and slp anytime we like..haha... but next mornin was a hetic morning man...we had to wake up at 4.45 la...den do our area cleanin den go for breakfast and so..our parade start at 10 but before that we were all in the bunk cleanin up the whole area again  and again cause my platoon sgt say that we did not meet his standard..but we manage to finish up the bunk at the very last min and we all fall in for the parade...

durin the parade, we all march in confidently and smartly and the weather was damm good la...not much sunny lor..den we reach the part when out parents could come in put or jocky cap that timin, i was like waitin for dan n ah pau to come faster la..but they like took their own sweet time lor.. and i though they did not come leh...sad case man..Thanks man dan n ah pau to come n withness my grad parade...

when i reach home i threw my bag on the floor and went to my room n slack haha... den at nit i met aididooks,mickie,dan,burden and pau to eat dinner at fish n co...haha.. we wanted to watch movie but den... we went to club instead... clubbin the usual gang but aim, dan was not with us.. haha..more the merrier...den mos fuckin packed la..den not even enter smooth lor...fark...den after we club jorlan,mickie,aididooks came my house to play mj... but i lost .....wad a happenin nit man... haha

14Jun.. hmmm...today shall slack cause dan havin sch.. borin...den maybe wan go to ikea to look for shelves..haha..den make my starbucks home..hahhaa...to nit should be clubbin with my Egal guys..haha... should be very packed also ...cause if all of us go in..the club willl look full already..hahaha\

okie...shall update more later...

Wad a long long time since i haven been writing....ahhaa.. actually i wanted to change a new one.. but wad the fark... i dunno how to... and also dun wish to spend another time doin it also.. haha.. finally.. goin to POP next wed.. damm happy but sad also la...happy that can fark off from BMT(26 dam long weeks leh) but sad that i have to leave my pals and move on to other units.. hope all can go to same unit.. wah..best already....

goin to book in later... so..shall write after i pop..I will be back...hahahhahahahaha

 

 

wad a cool mornin... haha.. cause after closin aimran n i went to jordan house to meet doc..haha... den at there, doc helped mi n him to dye our hair..haha.. although the colour not  very obvious but still quite cool..hahaa...workin at 12.. so...good nit..haha